Thursday, September 28, 2006

The trip to Ireland... was it a dream ? was it a fantasy ?When i first heard i got the visa for ireland i was afraid... i was afraid of myself , of derry , of flying , of everything you can imagine.The night i was due to fly .. was so long.. I couldnt wait to get to the airport.. When i first got there Derry sent me a text ... he is waiting to see me in the morning.. then ..just then i realized it was real... i was finally going to see him.. i was finally supposed to fly. That was like it wasnt making part of my life.. the life where nothing works , the life where i have to replace everything with dreams and illusions in order to make it liveable ..
The ...flight was awful. I was so scared... the wings were moving .. thing that i didnt know untill then that they are supposed to move . When i got to Ireland I had some problems but then i saw Derry waiting me with floweres.. That was so sweet babes ...but i dont like flowers :) ANYWAY ... Eventually we got home after a very long journey with the bus.We got along just fine , everything was like a dream ..
I'm happy i've been to ireland , i think that saved us , that made us understand better the important things between us , i learnt to appreciate things better , i learnt to accept people and things that comes along more easily. But in the same time.. i regret going to ireland because the things ive lived there made me think that im not living anythins special here. It makes me sad thinking that my life is there , that my life from here is just a fake replacement.







The romanian was there




On the roof of guiness factory



Ireland is a special land with special people where you feel you're alive and you could do anything. It is a special place with peace and harmony , Dublin is a city like any other city but in the same time is the most amzing place on Earth. The things ive lived there cannot be described in words ..they can be expressed using these pictures ... Enjoy them as much as i enjoyed living them...



in the guiness place - they were showing where they have guiness all over the earth




in the train where guiness was trasnported


derry in the factory

us in the factory under the water


the vikings car - it becomes a boat when it touches the water

a church - amazing arhitecture

my problem - i was about to kill poor tia .. I COME FROM THE OTHER PART OF THE WORLD.. i cannt look left when i cross the road :P you must change the irish system please !!

an amzing building ... near the prefecture

in the guiness house

derry as a viking



we look sexy..


in the city hall

in the city hall .. that in the back of us is a wall of glass each slice has an Dublin story
... he charged us for taking a picture with him :P he thinks his important


IN DUBLIN !!!!



on the roof at the spire the spire
the flag



























A special place and a special feeling is what you make , is the one you create and the one you want to believe is special. Any place can become a special memory , every memory can become a dream.. it all depends on the perspective of viewing things...





Time must fly , things must happen , future must come. Untill then we have to make the best out of it even if sometimes is harder and harder with every second that goes. Ive done too many bad choices , ive hurt too much people , ive made too many mistakes.